I wanted to thank you again for posting the dreams! The last one ("The End") hit me particularly closely, as I considered how God has been working with me, but often I am not responsive to His voice. It struck me, that while I have generally thought that because He is working with me, that ultimately it will be okay, but He works with everyone, and it is our choice to follow Him that determines which camp we will be in in the end. This has brought me to see the urgency of making the right choices now, and not thinking that "eventually" He will bring me around, just because I know He is reaching out to me. This has been a much needed help, and I am thankful for that... and by God's grace, I am beginning to seriously consider His counsel that he who desires to be chiefest (which I recently applied to my desire to be among the 144,000) ought to be servant of all, so I am looking at things with that perspective and intentionally choosing the route of service rather than fulfilling the desire to be served. With the hope of much divine assistance, we shall meet on that beautiful shore.
I wanted to thank you again