Chapter 15

Meet the Hagiographer

By Ernie Knoll

The Guide angel and I are instantly back in the classroom. He tells me now that I understand how Gabriel traversed the universe upon his trip to be by the side of Daniel. But now, it is time to understand a lesson of new teaching.

The Announcing angel descends along with the Herald and another huge entourage of angels. I notice there is a new angel I have never seen before.

Now the Herald steps to the front of the classroom. You will recall from the dream titled, “Do You Know Who You Are?” of January 3, 2018, how when man fell into sin that Perceivous was spoken into existence. The Herald points to the white board, and on there I am reminded of what was recorded.

The Father, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit sit on Their own thrones. All is very quiet as They review what They had already planned to do. Now that Adam and Eve failed, the time had come to create that very special angel to assist them.

I hear Them say that this angel, Perceivous, will be different from all the others. Even though They created many angels of each type, there will only be one like this. This new angel will have special qualities no other angel has. Because of sin, They would no longer physically walk with the created beings of this world. The only exception, of course, was when Jesus Himself walked this earth as a human.

As I listen to Their discussion, I think about certain angels who are noble. Others excel in strength and some in speed; others are guards and some mark the resting places of those who have died. There are angels who excel in intelligence, and so on. But now They are discussing the creation of only one.

I recall these verses from the Bible.

Is anything too hard for the Lord?… Genesis 18:14

Is the Lord’s hand waxed short?… Numbers 11:23

Behold, I am the Lord, the God of all flesh: Is there anything too hard for me? Jeremiah 32:27

…With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible. Matthew 19:26

My mind returns to concentrate on the discussion. I hear the Father refer to the angel They will create as ‘her.’ This is interesting, because I have seen many angels with masculine features who are not male.

Now the Father rises and walks around to stand between and in front of the other two thrones. Then Jesus and the Holy Spirit stand and They all face each other. I notice a look of great interest on the face of each angel, and I am privileged to witness what will take place. However, I know I will see it in a way that I can perceive it.

Each of Them raises His right hand, and I hear the Father begin by mentioning qualities He would give this new angel.

Great patience and much love.

A lingering ear to listen.

A deep desire to care for and provide as needed.

A strong hatred of sin, but also a willingness to overlook shortcomings.

Great joy in being by the side of each individual.

Expectation that her words will be obeyed, because what she says will be words I give her.

A full knowledge and comprehension of the biological workings of women and the pain they will endure, as well as a full understanding of the curse and why it must be.

Stronger arms than those of the angels who excel in strength, yet gentle enough to hold, comfort, and caress a small infant.

Special wings to quiet a baby, as well as travel across the universe before an eye can blink; wings that will stretch far too warm, shelter, and envelop individuals, especially women. Satan and his angels will fear those wings, because they will be capable of changing shape and becoming defenses that cause pain.

A gentle voice, yet one that will reverberate throughout the universe when anyone calls upon the name of My Son.

The Father adds, “I will see what she sees; I will hear all she hears. She will walk where I will not walk, because I do not tread where sin exists.”

Then Jesus speaks and shares some qualities He will give her.

Much love and tenderness from the Source of all love.

Great forgiveness.

A voice that is soft and subdued, yet able to calm the strongest wind with a song.

The right to command and give directions to many angels by speaking or simply raising her hand.

The ability to lead by example, as well as a willingness to follow.

A desire to protect and teach.

Sympathy and great understanding.

The ability to comfort, especially women.

A resemblance to women in appearance and personality.

The ability to ease the suffering of women, especially the great pain of childbirth.

Jesus added that her service for mankind would begin with Eve.

Then the Holy Spirit spoke the qualities He would create in this new angel.

The ability to be omnipresent, because she will be only one, and will need to be in many places at the same time.

Great humility as the root of all her actions. She will not want attention drawn to herself, be talked about, or even desire a name.

 A desire to serve women. She will comfort, care, protect, and ease the curse given to each life giver.

A likeness to women. She will be made in Our image, yet she will resemble women.

I now watch as They lower Their hands. I hear Them speak in unison a single word I do not know. As I watch, instantly before Them appears a mass of energy—a being unlike any I have seen, except for earlier in this dream. I know and understand that I just witnessed the creation of the new angel, Perceivous. I also know that this angel has divinely-given abilities, unlike others created before her.

Perceivous says that there is now something else that I must be shown. It was in the beginning of all creation. You were shown a scene in the dream “2020—Year Of Seeing Clearly” of January 4, 2020. Perceivous points to the white board, and there I am reminded of what was recorded.

The Deity is standing in front of me. I am shown Them in a way I can understand. They begin walking slowly as They discuss the creation of those who need to exist. I now notice that They stop and in one voice speak of the importance of the first one to be spoken into existence. They discuss that before all of creation occurs that Truth must exist first to be a witness and testify of what happens. Truth would exist to defend the Creator and testify that everything He does is perfect.

As I stand there, I watch as the Deity speaks one word, and before me appears a very small bright light that grows exponentially until it is a tall bright light that takes on a specific form. The being spoken into existence is very tall, noble looking, and immediately speaks with a deep voice. (I will refer to the being as “he” even though he is not male or female.) I know and understand he will only speak truth. He is referred to as Truth and will always exist.

The Deity begins walking and Truth follows behind. The Deity now talks about the governing laws which must be put in place to keep balance but most importantly to show that the foundation of each law is love. Without the laws there would not be a balance of true, constant, unconditional love.

The Deity stops and again the Three speak a single word. I see a core of bright light that burns with such intensity that I shield my eyes from the extreme brightness. Its size and brightness grow. As I watch, a beautiful wall forms. It is great in size and very ornate. It looks like a pure diamond made with gold. Something is carved all the way through the wall that is difficult to describe. It is not letters, numbers, or symbols.

Perceivous who has stood next to me says that I am looking at God’s governing laws—the Ten Commandments. We are to understand that in those laws is the pure essence of God’s love. He is the source of all love. Without these laws there is no pure, unconditional love. And there with God the Father is Jesus who is the Love of the Love of the Love. Truth witnessed the creation of the Spoken Word, which was and is God’s love in the Ten Commandments—placed forever as a constant reminder of the balance of ever continual love and peace.

The Deity begins walking again. They speak and three thrones form from the floor. They are arranged in an outward circle, so the Three can see each other as they sit. They begin discussing those who will be brought into existence to serve. The one who is Truth stands as a witness to what is done.

The Herald walks to the front of the classroom. Perceivous walks back to the side of the classroom.

The Herald says, “You will be introduced to a new being. He is not classified as an angel.” The Herald says I am to take you again to when the Creator was creating. You are to see and document what occurred next.

The Herald and I are instantly in the courts of heaven. The Deity is standing in front of me. As before in another dream, I am shown the Deity in a way I can understand. The Deity begins speaking of another created being that would serve before anyone else. They begin walking slowly as they discuss the creation of the one they call Truth, and also how they created the governing laws—the Ten Commandments.

I witness as they speak of how there will be a special being to record all of how each creation is, which includes their actions, words, thoughts, and everything that each does from the time of their existence. This being will serve as a witness to provide evidence of all that is thought, said, and performed.

It is said that the being will document the specifics of the attributes of a hagiographer, historian, conscience.

The Father stands in front of the other two thrones. Then Jesus and the Holy Spirit stand and They all face each other. I try to describe what I see as to what is occurring.

Each of Them raises Their right hand.

I hear the Father begin by mentioning qualities He would give this new being.

This being will serve unnoticed and will be unobserved.

The being will record every thought.

The being will record every word spoken.

The being will record every word heard.

There will be a recording of everything seen, heard and spoken.

The being will stand as to document for all eternity to serve as a testament to what each individual experiences.

The being will not force an individual.

The being will serve to always be a constant reminder to do what is according to the established laws.

Then Jesus speaks and shares some qualities He will give the being.

The being will always have much love, tenderness and patience.

The being will always have constant forgiveness.

The being will always with complete silence and yet help in changing the motives or actions of the one being observed to choose the correct course.

The being will always have a desire to protect and teach.

Then the Holy Spirit spoke the qualities He would create in this new being.

The being will always have the ability to be omnipresent, because the being will be only one, and will need to be as one with many created beings all at the same time.

The being will always without speaking or forceful interruption, guide the individual as to the correct course that should be taken.

The being will always serve as a constant reminder of the Laws and the Commandments.

The being will always record and document every thought.

The being will always record and document every action.

The being will always record and document every spoken word.

The being will always record and document everything listened to.

The being will speak without saying a word to guide the individual in the correct way as to the guidance of the laws and commandments.

I now watch as They lower Their hands. I hear Them speak in unison a single word I do not know. As if in one voice all at once proclaim that the being will always record and document everything beginning now with them. Let all that is done always be as to exist as a testament to all.

As I watch there is no bright light. There is no being that is seen. There is no mass of energy. I know somehow all that I have observed is true and that even my thoughts are recoded and documented as to what I observe. It is to serve as proof to all, all that is done is good and correct and guided by The Laws.

I now listen as the Deity says, “the being must be able to be with each always from their beginning as to when they were created. He must be able to be everywhere with each one of the creations. He will never be seen but be always present. He will not stand to observe but records all as if inside of each being created. He will document all to serve as a testament for all to see. He will record all from the eyes, ears, and mouth of each created being. He will record every thought, word, and action that the being does. He will serve as a hagiographer or historian.”

I witnessed hearing the words spoken, and even though I saw no one, this new being had already begun recording all thoughts.

Then the Godhead spoke a single word, and a bright light came into existence that immediately formed into a being with a very noble appearance. I hear them say that he will be called Lucifer. He is instructed to stand next to the throne of God.

Next the Deity spoke a single word, and a bright light comes into existence that immediately takes on the form of another being different from the first, but also noble. I hear the Deity saying, “he will be called Gabriel, because he will be our strength.” He is instructed to stand next to Lucifer. Each thought and each word were then recorded by the Hagiographer. And as more creations were spoken into existence, each was always recorded.

I return to the classroom, and the Herald walks over to stand by Perceivous. In my mind, I think of what was created is what I have thought of as a “conscience.” It is that inner feeling or internal voice that acts and serves as a guide of right or correctness, or of false or wrongness of an individual’s behavior. It is the way someone feels when they know they have done something wrong, and they have instilled a feeling of knowing they are guilty.

The Guide angel walks over and tells me, “There is so much more to understand as to what you were just shown. First it is to document all that Lucifer said and did. Every thought, every deception that was made is documented to stand as a witness before the universe. Besides being evidence of the actions of each individual, the Hagiographer also documents the lives of those created in God’s image.”

The Guide angel says, “You were shown in the dream, ‘A View of Heaven,’ on December 10, 2006, the lives of those that were found unworthy.” The Guide angel says, “It is through the records spoken of in the temple, where the ones that were unworthy can be testified to.” He extends his hand and from the white board I recall a small portion of that dream.

In my dream, I am on the right side of a very large temple. The floor has a gradual down slope to a large platform in the front. The ceiling has a gradual up slope toward the front of the temple. I notice a very tall Person on the platform. He is wearing a bright white robe that is like dry mist with folds and has small bells on the bottom. I immediately know this is Jesus.

I stand there, along with many others, because there are no seats. As I watch a large video screen, Jesus talks about what I see. The screen resembles a large sheet of glass that reaches from one side of the platform to the other and curves back on the ends. Even though I stand there for a long time, I do not get tired. As I watch and listen, I am thinking, “Yes, this is all correct and it explains everything.”

I now turn to look at the large group of people and see that they all stand in perfect rows that make a perfect square. It is then I notice everyone watches a different video on the same screen, and Jesus, the Great Instructor, is giving an explanation to each person at the same time.

It was in this dream that those who serve as “these who are they” will watch all that was recorded. Those recordings are what was recorded how they were ones that would not receive the seal of God. Each of these who are they are those who comprise the group who stand in a perfect square that make up the 144,000. They all serve as a witness as to the judgement and that each of those recorded through the eyes of the historian are found guilty and had been weighed. They serve before the universe that God’s laws stand the test, and in such attest to the validity of upholding God’s laws.

The Guide angel tells me that on the planet “Holly Sprite” there are many trees. He explains how I will recall that each tree had a name plate with each person’s name on it. When I placed my hand on it, I was able to see instantly all that occurred with that one individual in their time of life on earth. With my hand on the name plate, I experienced all that transpired with each individual from the time of their birth.

The Guide angel says, “I will share again a portion of the dream ‘The Universal Memorial from January 3, 2016.’” He extends his hand and from the white board I recall a portion of that dream.

I hear a familiar voice speak my heavenly name. Looking up and to the right, I see the Herald descending. He states that the Guide angel was sent with a message of instruction. Now the Herald is to give another message. He tells me that I am to be shown another example of a message that requires study and should not be considered simply a story. He says that Jesus told stories, but that each one had an application and lessons of instruction. I hold out my right hand, and we leave the Appalachian Mountains.

Now I am standing on the left side yard of a single level house. There is a small flower garden. I know it was planted to grow a variety of flowers to enjoy. A little farther away is another garden of assorted vegetables. On the other side of the house is a small orchard. Beyond the back of the house, is a large field of tall, very green grass.

From the back of the house, I watch an older woman walk outside. She is wearing a large sunhat, garden gloves, and a long-sleeved work shirt with the sleeves rolled up. She also wears a thick pair of work pants and protective knee pads. I watch as she walks to the flower garden. She gets on her knees and begins to pull weeds. With a tool, she loosens the soil around many blooming flowers. Then she pulls out a magnifying glass from her pocket and uses it to more closely admire the beautiful flowers. She smiles as she enjoys the Great Designer’s handiwork. As she spends time with each flower, she looks at it as if seeing it for the first time.

Next, I see her admiring a small, woolly worm crawling across a plant. She carefully places it in the palm of her glove and observes it, as if it was the first time she had ever seen such a creature. As she stands up, I notice that she struggles with arthritis. She carefully carries the worm to the tall grass behind her house. Kneeling once again, she places the woolly worm on a long spire of grass. Then she crosses her legs and sits on the grass, which comes up a little past her waist. She is admiring the little creatures that live there. I realize that most people would not care to notice such things.

Now I see the woman lean back, extend her legs, and look out in enjoyment, as if the field had been made just for her. Looking up at the sky, she gazes at the many big, white clouds floating slowly by and the birds flying to their destination. After a while, she struggles to stand and walks to her orchard where she picks different fruits. She plucks a leaf from a tree, smells it, bends it in half, looks at it closely, and smells it again.

As if seeing one for the first time, she examines another leaf and contemplates the intricate pattern made by the Great Creator who placed His design on it. Now she smells one of the fruits she picked. I know she will not bite into it, because it must be washed before eating. She holds it in her hand and turns it slowly to admire it. Then she takes the different fruits, walks to her back porch, and places them in a basket.

I understand that as a young girl, the woman squandered away her youth by smoking, drinking, and being promiscuous. She walked a lonely life, wasted in frivolous affairs, yet she did not know there was One who walked with her constantly. However, one thing she had was a love for nature. When she grew older, she realized that her lifestyle caused her health to suffer. Her hands, elbows, and knees were swollen with arthritis. She walked bow-legged because of arthritis in her hips. Her feet ached; her spine hurt; and every joint in her body was painful. She longed to have her youth back, to be able to walk, run, jump, or swim without pain. The Herald informs me that he calls this woman, Penny. When I ask whether her name is Penny, he replies, “That is what we call her. In time you will learn why, but now it is time to show you more.”

The scene changes and now I am at a church funeral. I see an older-looking Penny in a casket. I know that she had died. However, I notice that her appearance had changed. Her skin looks much healthier than before, and the signs of arthritis in her arms and hands are no longer visible. I wonder about the fact that she is much older, then realize that in her final days she was in better health than during the time I first saw her.

The Herald explains that Penny will simply remain in her grave until Jesus calls her and all the righteous dead to come out of their graves.

I watch as the last of the words scroll up on the white board. The Guide angel extends his hand and says, “I want to show you something.” I reach out my hand and am instantly back on the planet Holly Sprite. We are slowly traveling on one of the many paths. Then we begin to approach one of the tremendous trees. I look at the name plate, and there I see the name Penny. I know that this is her tree. It is to testify that she stands as one who listened to the whispering voice of the Holy Spirit.

The Guide angel tells me again to extend my hand. I touch the name plate, and instantly I recall with great clarity all from the day she was born. I remembered all she did growing up, and then how in her teenage years she became very rebellious. As was said before, she squandered away all of her youth. I remember that in her later years, she struggled greatly. I recall watching her last moment and her last thought. She simply asked that Jesus clear her sinful past and find grace to forgive her. She asked that Jesus would call her from her grave when He returns. Then her final thought was finished, and she returned her last breath to God. I know she rests in the grave, not knowing anything that occurs from the time she died.

Instantly the Guide angel and I are back in the classroom. He tells me that on the planet Holly Sprite, each tree serves as a testament as to all the Hagiographer recorded of the existence of each individual.

The Guide angel says for me to take special time as to all from the moment of birth that is recorded. All is from the time of the first breath until the time of the last breath. Each moment is recorded and documented as evidence that the universe can testify and serve as a witness as to why each was found acceptable. Now the Guide angel explains, “You were just shown, but it is necessary to review it again. It is important to understand how and why each that is found unacceptable will need to stand the trial of judgement. But it will require agreement on all points. All must be in agreement to the very letter of the law. Notice again from the dream ‘A View of Heaven’ on December 10, 2006.”

In my dream, I am on the right side of a very large temple. The floor has a gradual down slope to a large platform in the front. The ceiling has a gradual up slope toward the front of the temple. I notice a very tall Person on the platform. He is wearing a bright white robe that is like dry mist with folds and has small bells on the bottom. I immediately know this is Jesus.

I stand there, along with many others, because there are no seats. As I watch a large video screen, Jesus talks about what I see. The screen resembles a large sheet of glass that reaches from one side of the platform to the other and curves back on the ends. Even though I stand there for a long time, I do not get tired. As I watch and listen, I am thinking, “Yes, this is all correct and it explains everything.”

I now turn to look at the large group of people and see that they all stand in perfect rows that make a perfect square. It is then I notice everyone watches a different video on the same screen, and Jesus, the Great Instructor, is giving an explanation to each person at the same time.

“Here each of one of ‘these who are they’ will serve as a witness as to why certain individuals will be judged and sealed as unacceptable. Their existence is also documented as to why and what all they did in transgressing the law of God. Each who is not accepted will be found guilty of transgressing God’s laws and His commands.”

Next the Guide angel says, “And what about those who are found acceptable? What about those who have a name plate on a tree that serves as a witness and a memorial to each who gave of self, and adhered to God’s law of uprightness? They deserve without warrant a tree on the planet Holly Sprite. However, it also shows something that many would never consider. You have been shown the one most important tree on the planet Holly Sprite. It is different from all the other trees. Not only is it the tallest and the purest tree, but it also contains something that no one has ever taken into consideration until now.”

I have been sitting in my chair the whole time. I stand and walk to where I can be in front of my chair. I look down at the floor, as I need to carefully consider what I am about to ask.

I look back at the Guide angel, Perceivous, the Herald, and all the other angels who are gathered there. I tell them that there is something that I must do. I explain that over the past several years of many dreams, I know I still have many that I am to share and to prepare, because I am a messenger. But there is something else that I must do.

I tell them as I know who I am, or at least have an understanding as to who I should be, I must be allowed to do something by myself. I want to travel to the planet Holly Sprite, as I know which way to go, and I know once I am there, I will know how to use the map that makes it clear. I tell them I need to go spend time alone at the sacred tree. I need to sit and hold my hand on the name plate of the one who is my Savior. I need to understand all that happened, and find how He came not as a Deity but as one of His own creations. I need to know about all that was experienced from the time of Jesus’ birth until he was 12 years old. I mention when I was there with Perceivous, how I placed my hand on the name plate. I began to see much of His early life, because I need to see and share as a messenger.

Next the Herald says, “We were instructed that when you were ready, you were to go. But remember, you will never be alone. God’s Holy Spirit is always with you.” I turn and I walk out of the classroom. I now look in a direction I know I need to go. In my mind, I simply think of where I am to be, and I am instantly there. I quickly descend to the path.

As I travel at a certain speed, I enjoy all that I see on this planet. I continue passing many hills and mountains. I admire the many valleys. I look at the many small streams and large rivers. I wonder if there are fish in them. I know that I understand time. I do not wish to see life of any kind. This is my time, as I want to spend quiet time alone to reflect on all that I am learning. All I see has such a unique beauty. As I travel, I notice trees that serve as a source of food for all who visit this planet, but also all the creatures that were created that inhabit the planet. There are many different types of trees that provide food, but there are also a variety of shrubs and vines, as well as many paths going in different directions.

As I pass over many forests with trees, it is hard to describe their appearance. Yet each tree represents an individual who was given a new name. But still the name plate showed their earthly name. I think of the Global Positioning System (GPS) in my mind, then I could reference any name given in the Bible. I could follow a specific path to see firsthand their life starting at birth. I could see each trial, temptation, and how each must reach for the heavenly Father’s hand.

I look up and in the far distance I see a tall mountain. It is a place that is elevated higher than all the rest. I see that from the large flat top of the raised surface, a distinct and very great brightness that emits a glowing light everywhere. It seems to serve as a bright beacon on a lighthouse for all who are searching. From the distance, I know all is a very bright white. I approach slowly just to enjoy my arrival, so I can take in all that I am seeing.

Now I notice a tree that is pure white. The grass is also white, and there is a vast assortment of many different flowers growing on the side of a tree. And beyond that, there are many different types of white trees with a variety of white birds that sing softly to give a very special background of music.  And there are angels who do not touch the ground. I know they are not there to guard but to serve as a sentry that shows great respect and honor. It is because this place is very sacred.

All around the enormous tree are many chairs or benches placed to allow an individual to sit and enjoy. It is a very special place to sit in quiet solitude. It is a place a person can sit and have a very special time to learn and understand. It is a place where one can come and see but also learn who Jesus is. I think it is all because of faith that I have found this place. I think of Jesus always asking if He will find faith when He returns.

I descend and walk to the place where I sat before. I sit down and look straight ahead at the very large tree before me. I think of how it serves as a large reminder. Yet it is also a place where anyone can sit and learn. I sit there and think how Jesus said, in John 14:6.

Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

I would never have the privilege to speak to my Father if it were not for Jesus.

As I sit there, I once again look at the place where the tree grows. Up from the ground are two trees that are intertwined with each other. A little further up it forms into one tree. I sit there looking at the one feature of the tree and ponder how one of the trees is represented of the Father and the other tree represents the Holy Spirit. The two trees below support Jesus. Then I look further up and see a pure bright white tree that has two large limbs which point out on each side. Each limb represents the arms of Jesus that were stretched out for me. Then further up is the top of the tree where there are the most beautiful branches and leaves that look like different bright jewels. The leaves illuminate very brightly for a great distance. Everything is very bright.

I think about the grand contrast of the crown of thorns that was shoved on the head of Jesus at His crucifixion. But now He wears a crown that also serves as a beacon to lead all to the tree of life that serves to document truth. The tree is large, tall, and very wide at the bottom. I think of the Redwoods and the Sequoias and think of how large these trees are, and yet they look very small in comparison. I think of how I have seen a Sequoia where a tunnel has been carved out, and a car or a person can walk through it. But here this tree is wider and taller than most high-rise buildings. All around are angels who are not to guard but are placed there to show that this is a place of great reverence. Many will come to learn but also to reflect and give respect. There is constant soft singing, and I sit there as I hear the angels sing together.

As I sit there alone, I also know that on a different frequency of time there are a great many others there who also wish to contemplate what they see. I know that there are many who also want quiet, personal time in the grotto. I think about the following words when the Guide angel said the following to me: “It also shares something that many would never consider. You have been shown the one most important tree on the planet Holly Sprite. It is different from all the other trees. Not only is it the tallest and the purest tree, but it also contains something that no one has ever taken into consideration until now.”

It is understood that the Historian recorded or documented the life of each one who was born on the earth. It is understood that all was recorded from the newborn’s first breath until the last breath. I know that when Jesus came that He set aside all powers and came as a man. He had no powers except what God the Father allowed Him to do. I think of how with any tree there that I could place my hand on the name plate and I would see and understand from the individual’s perspective all that transpired during their life on earth.

But think about Jesus and where He was born. It was a place that was smelly and filthy because of the animals. It would also have been a very unsterile place.

I have been sitting there and pondering all that Jesus did. What would it have been like as He grew up? I think of how it is recorded in the Bible how when Jesus was twelve years old, he was in the temple in Jerusalem, and Jesus was listening to the religious teachers and even asked them questions. The teachers were amazed at His understanding. And remember how His parents later find Him in the temple when He was engaging in discussions with the religious teachers. I think of how this is the only story in the Bible about Jesus between His infancy and His ministry at the age of twelve. But what about His whole life? I could from here witness all of the life of Christ. What was His life like growing up as a child?  I have been sitting there taking in all that is around me, and how everything is so white, from all of the trees to the grass and even the birds. I marvel at the magnificence of the tree before me that stands as a memorial and a testimony of all that Jesus did. And it stands to serve as a witness. He came as a man and not God. Jesus set aside his princely powers and came as a child and then became a man.

I have been sitting there looking at the tree. I look at the large diamond name plate and notice that each of the benches are placed for an individual to sit on. Here in this very sacred grove there is also a name plate on the sides of each bench or chair. The benches are more like individual chairs but lined up like benches in rows. Yet each chair is spaced out, and no one is close to each other. And each seat is made to automatically adjust to the size of the individual who sits down on them.

While I am sitting there looking at the name plate on the tree as well as the same name plate on each side of the chair, I remember how Perceivous was showing me this place. I placed my hand on the name plate, and I immediately looked back to her. I think of how she said we would leave here for now. We returned to the classroom and I was instructed of who the Hagiographer or Historian was.

While sitting, I reach down and place my hands on each side of my chair where the name plate is. It is then I begin seeing all from what would have been through the eyes of Jesus–all He saw, all He heard, and all He did.

I know it all begins with the Father and the Holy Spirit in a way that none can fully understand. I recall how it began with the plan of salvation that Jesus would give up His throne and leave His robe and crown. He would give of himself to be placed inside of Mary. I stop here to try to contemplate that one of Mary’s eggs received what we would consider fertilization but not in a natural way. Through the power of the Creator, Mary’s egg was fertilized and she was made pregnant. The child she carried was the One who would be called Emanuel. Through the Father and the Holy Spirit, one of Mary’s eggs was blessed, and it would become Jesus. For nine months the egg grew inside of Mary from a fetus then to an infant and to be born in a place that was not worthy for Him who was to be named Emanuel which means, “God with us.”

I now begin to experience so I can also understand how He was and all He experienced. I think that many will understand from what little I will be able to share of His birth and growing up as a toddler until His life before the age of accountability. I know that upon His birth, Mary experienced no pain in birthing Jesus. She was exempt from the curse of sin, so she did not experience any pain when Jesus was born. Jesus could not allow pain because of who He was. Jesus would not cause anyone pain.

Next I reach to the left and right side and place my hands on the name plate. I look up at that beautiful crown of jeweled leaves at the top of the tree. Instantly I begin seeing things from the perspective of the eyes of Jesus. I hear the sound of the first breath and the crying. During His first year, I watch Jesus as He was an infant growing, learning, laughing, crying, and being hungry. Then there was the constant care and cleaning. Soon He was walking and running. I watched the many times He would fall and Him looking up into the eyes of His mommy who was always tending to His needs. I watched as He would grow and run and play. I watched as His father made Him little toys in the carpenter shop, such as a little carved donkey.

I saw after He was but a few years old when Mary was visited by the angel Gabriel and was told that with Jesus, she was to secretly and privately pray to the heavenly Father but still as well observe the required feast and festivals at the time of Passover. Jesus was also to be involved in the process of selecting that which would be an offering. As He grew, I was able to understand Mary’s private thoughts as recorded by her Hagiographer. She would ask on behalf of Jesus because He still did not understand what was right and wrong, and that the heavenly Father would forgive her of His wrongs. I stop here to think that this is why mothers and fathers ask forgiveness on behalf of their young children. The mother especially must strive harder to teach her child what is correct.

I know years seem to pass and Jesus has grown to a small toddler. He is talking and spends a lot of time playing. Still Mary serves always as a mother but also as a teacher. Every day He is schooled in reading and learning much of what was written.

In His latter toddler years, I noticed He entered that rebellious age that many boys do. He had not reached the age of accountability.

One day I watched through the eyes and ears as Jesus was instructed to take the lunch-eating pottery to the stream and wash it all. He did not want to as He wanted to play with His toys. Being upset and acting spoiled, He grabbed the dirty pottery plates and bowls and placed them in a cloth to carry by hand down to the stream.

Once there, with the pottery wrapped in what I would call a bag made from the cloth, He grabbed the four corners of  the cloth and decided to sling the pottery into the water, which resulted in smashing all the pottery pieces. A friend of Mary who was a short distance away witnessed that Jesus was purposely smashing all the pottery pieces on the rocks by the river. So she stopped to tell Mary what she had witnessed.

Jesus arrives back to the tent area. Mary tells Him that someone watched Him smashing all the pottery that was destroyed against the stones. She brings Him over to a small stool and removes His garment. Then she places Him over her lap and begins spanking Him.

At this point while seeing this, I am made to see how there are always angels placed around Mary and Jesus to protect them at all times. All of the angels immediately go and stand behind Mary to show they are there to not interfere with the teachings of a mother, even though she is spanking the one they are instructed to protect.

Later that evening after Jesus has been bathed and is put to bed for the night, Mary secretly kneels at the side of His bed and does as she was instructed to do. On behalf of Jesus and because He still does not understand right and wrong yet, she is to ask God to forgive Jesus for the things He had done wrong.

There were many other times that I saw Jesus’ rebel and throw the food that Mary had prepared for Him because He did not like it.

Another time Jesus purposely cut holes in some of the clothing items they had.

There were many other things like throwing rocks at some of the animals. It  was witnessed to many times of Him doing something that required Him to be spanked.

On many occasions Jesus would work with His father in the carpenter shop. There He would help clean up and do little things that Joseph would ask Him to do. Sometimes He would do things that He wasn’t supposed to do.

I witnessed Jesus pick up a smooth finishing hammer. It was soft and smooth at the ends to allow tapping two pieces of wood together. Jesus took the hammer out and decided to pound small rocks with the hammer, which destroyed the hammer.

Because Joseph saw what Jesus had done to his hammer, He picked up Jesus, sat on a stool, removed His cloth, and spanked Him several times. Then Joseph told Jesus to be respectful of other people’s belongings.

As with Mary, all the angels immediately went and stood behind Joseph to show their support of the actions of the father as well as the mother. The angels are not to interfere with the teachings of a father or a mother even though one is spanking the one they are instructed to protect.

Each night I would always see Mary after bathing and getting Jesus ready for bed, she would always privately pray and once again ask that all the things He had done that He be forgiven, because they were doing all they could to teach Him of the correct way to be. Each night His mother would in prayer hold Him up to the Father. For several years I would continue to see Jesus learning and being punished.

I watched as He ended His toddler years and entered a child age with many tests, trials, and problems to encounter. Many times Jesus would create problems and act in a way of a child growing up to become a teenager. He was not a Deity yet, because He had no powers.

And still there was the Jewish feast and the time of the Passover. I watched the difficult times when Jesus was to select a favorite pet, which He loved above all others to be sacrificed. I think about how He, who would be the Sacrifice for all, would select a sacrifice for Himself.

Then suddenly as He became about 12, He seemed to have a different insight. I could see through His eyes that He saw things much differently. His days of being spanked were now behind Him.

As I let go of the sides of the chair I have been sitting in, I know I could have been there 5 minutes or 20 years. It did not matter, because I just witnessed a moment that confirms even more so that Jesus without a doubt came purely in the flesh.

I sit there thinking that He, without a doubt, is my brother and that I know I must think and act as He did. He knew who He was. He would be tempted like no other, but He would always tell Satan to get behind Him. He grew, He learned, He taught, and He gave of Himself to be an example. This is as the name plate says: Jesus.

I awake from this dream. I remember spending many days typing and recording this message. I knew I was to share it with no one except my family. We would often discuss things that could be seen firsthand, like being in the wilderness and tempted by Satan, and of that night at the rock of Gethsemane.