Chapter 8
Learning Who I Am
By Ernie Knoll
I find I am back in the classroom. The Guide angel tells me that I was shown a reminder of being shown something to help prepare me in understanding. It all goes back to how Gabriel got to be by the side of Daniel in the time one can blink an eye.
The Guide angel points over to the wall and tells me to notice the calendar. I am unable to see it. It is as if pages of the calendar keep falling off. He tells me that outside of this dream, time is progressing along at the speed it is supposed to. He reminds me that all here on this earth live with a time of 60Hz and each know a second, a minute, an hour, a day, a week, a month, a year, a decade and so on. In this dream and others, I was given, I have not been bound by that time frame. I did not exist to the earth’s time frequency.
To help me better understand, the Guide angel explains that I will see around my right wrist what looks like clear water. What I see is symbolic but represents the holding of the hand of the Holy Spirit. If I take my left hand and place it around the clear water and rotate it, I will see the effect it has. The Guide angel holds up a large clock in front of me. He tells me to look at the second hand. As I am staring at the clock’s second hand, he tells me to slowly turn the ring of water. As I do so, I notice the second hand moves quickly. If I move the water ring the other way, the second hand slows down until it stops. I ask why it does not go backwards.
The Guide angel smiles with patience. He explains that much earlier while in the classroom, I was shown this as a law of time that all follow and accept, because it is a law that can never be changed. He holds up his arm and points to the wall. Then he reads each line once again.
Time Sequencing
- The order in which things happen
- A continuous chronological succession without an interruption
- The arrangement of events in time
- Time cannot go backwards
After the last line he says, “You will notice that time cannot go backwards.”
Everything is always forward, except for looking back to see where one has come from. An example is the road or path you have walked upon, and the things you have learned. You thought you were alone walking a treacherous and arduous path, and then you discovered a path of lush soft grass and flowers, and you see that Jesus has been with you all the time. You were even shown a dream again that you have already had. Having a dream experience does not constitute traveling back in time. It is the same as turning the pages in a book backward and re-reading them.”
Next, the Guide angel says that we are to review a small portion again of the dream “Do You Know Who You Are?” He says to remember that the dream was given to me on January 3, 2018. In this dream, he tells me that I will notice the water forming around my wrist. At the appropriate time, I am to turn it to see the effects. It is truly symbolic, because there is never a ring of water around my wrist, but it is shown to me in this way so I will understand. Now I am told that as I walk, stand, fly, or submerge underwater that I am to take time to notice everything. The Guide angel smiles and almost laughs when he hears the word “time.”
The Guide angel tells me to take extra time to look and observe the grand waterfall. He smiles again and says, “Actually, take extra time to greatly observe the grand waterfall after you have traveled through it. Use your ‘new’ eyes and look deeply into a single drop of water. I will now return you back to a specific place in the dream ‘Do You Know Who You Are?’ It will be as I said about turning a few pages back in a book, except you will remember in the dream what is around your right wrist.”
Back in the dream, the World Guide angel smiles and says, “I suggest you go slowly,” and he laughs again. I look at him, smile, and almost laugh as I now know something special. This time I tell him I am going to do something, and that I will be back very soon. He says, “You were created with free will.”
I know that while visiting this planet, I have exceptional energy. I rush to the waterfall at a great speed, but with great self-control, and fly through the falling water. As I approached the grand waterfall, I started thinking about the water around my wrist. I reach over and turn it so that the second hand would move slower. As I turn it, I seem to move at the same speed, but all around me slows down. As I approach the waterfall I enter from the back side. And as I pass through, I turn the water on my wrist until the water all but stops moving.
Now I stretch out my arms and spread my legs. I also open wide each of my hands, and I turn my feet so they are at an angle. I pass through and create a cookie cutter shape in the large waterfall. I notice that the water has stopped moving, but I realize I can move as slow as I want. I seem to be a separate entity from the water and the speed it would fall. I stand still and do not move.
Next I move slowly to the now opening that reflects my exterior shape of the outline of my body. I notice my hand and fingers, and that they are spread apart. Then I turn each of my feet to get a shape from the top and also the side. I look at how my legs are spread apart, and my arms are wide open. I see the outline of my body and shape of my head. My head is turned slightly, and the outline of my nose can be seen.
Now I move in slowly to an area where my eyes would have cut through the waterfall. And I suddenly remember hearing the Guide’s words again. He says to greatly observe the waterfall after I have traveled through it. I am to use my new eyes and look deep into a single drop of water. Now I notice a single drop of water close to where my eye would have been. I look closely and notice as if I could zoom into the small drop of water that has small slices in it made from my eyelashes as it passed through the waterfall.
Now I seem to know to look closer. I look downward to the area where my lips are in the cookie cutter shape of the waterfall. As I slowly look down to where the outline of my mouth is, I once again notice a very small drop of water looking as if my breath has shoved it out while going through the waterfall. That very small microscopic drop seems to exude a bright blue light. But it does not fall straight down like all the other drops. This one is going outward from my mouth.
Suddenly I can hear the Guide angel repeating to me what he had said much earlier. It is as if I am hearing the words again in the classroom. And I am being reminded of what he had said, and how as he spoke he changed completely in a way that I would not recognize him. He speaks and says for me to not fear, and that all angels are seen as to how you who walk on this earth. He says, “You who were hand created by our Creator and molded by the Creator, are the only creations with God’s own breath breathed into your lungs, you who truly have an identical look of your Creator. You were each created as you know with the breath of the Creator, whose breath allowed you to exist according to your own kind.”
And now as I look extremely close to this single small drop of water, I am again able to zoom in as if my eye was a powerful microscope. I am in awe that this small drop of water which was expelled from my lungs now glows with a brightness as if it was energized with a special power. This small drop of water has a property I cannot understand. It is unlike any of the other water drops. This micro small drop of water glows with an extreme light blue brightness. It is a small drop of what my Creator had breathed into Adam at his creation and has been given down through history. It is a small drop of breath exhaled from our Creator’s lungs. I look closely as if zooming into a neutron level and have an immediate feeling of being overwhelmed. Words cannot be used to even begin to describe all that exists in a very small drop of water being excreted from my lungs.
As I turn and look way back, I see those along with the World Guide who are a very great distance from me. I see them pointing at me as if discussing what I am doing. With all around me still not moving, every drop of water frozen as it is staid in time, the clock’s second hand had not moved. I now fly quickly back to where all are waiting for me. I seem to know I traveled a very great distance in the time I could not have even blinked an eye.
I am now next to all of them. They are all in a frozen moment of time. It is as if the Guide angel was saying, “I suggest you go slowly.” Now I look at the World Guide and it is as if his time is frozen, and I am in a time that is far faster than his. I move around and notice that all of the other beings are pointing to everyone travelling together to the grand waterfall. As for them, they are not even aware I have left and traveled all the way to the grand waterfall and examined it closely. As if turning the water around my wrist I now am back at their time frequency.
They are all shocked to see I am no longer in the same place when the conversation or instructions were being given by the World Guide when he said, “I suggest you go slowly.” They all look over to where I am now since my return. The World Guide smiles at me and says you seem to know and understand much.
He continues by saying, “It would be an honor for you to serve as our leader and direct us to the place you saw. Along the way you will enjoy the great many gifts you will see.” I tell him I am now ready to begin flying together with all of them.
I look over at the World Guide and glance over at the grand waterfall which is a great distance from me. I look back at him and tell him I must test something first. He smiles. I tell him I will be back. I turn my wrist water and all stops. I travel at a speed I cannot even begin to comprehend. I decide to go lower toward the back side of the water fall and place my body lengthwise with the grand water fall and then enter the waterfall with even greater speed than my cookie cutter flight, but after exiting I instantly return to the World Guide.
I quickly return to the place when I told him I would be right back. I turn my wrist water back to normal while looking at him and then look over at the grand waterfall. He looks at the grand waterfall with so many questions. The force of the speed has caused the waterfall to move upwards at an incline and then out into a great water mist and shower. The force of the water created a rainbow. The World Guide looks at me and says, what did you do? I look at him and with a whisper, I tell him, learning who I am!
We all start travelling together. As we slowly travel, I think of how at the speed we are traveling, it will take a while to reach the grand waterfall.
As we travel through the air, I look down at the many creations of this world. There are so many different types of animals: those that walk or run very fast, and many different birds that fill the sky. We pass over many small bodies of water and numerous forests with many great birds. Even from our altitude, I can hear them sing.
My mind ponders the water around my wrist. I look over at the World Guide. I turn the water around my wrist and all stops where everything is. I look over at the World Guide and ponder my exact placement so I can return to the same place before I leave.
Next I turn and look around at all the birds flying in many different directions. I descend slowly as I look at the birds in flight. They are not moving but are still in flight. All is quiet. I slowly examine the fine smoothness of the feathers and am overwhelmed with how the feathers are translucent and have a sheen of so many colors. I am in wonderment of the vast number of birds that fly in the sky. There is a rich variety of all types of birds.
I now look down toward the ground at all the great many different animals, and I remember some of them ran very quickly and others slowly walked. I descended down to some of the ones I knew would have been walking very slowly. I approached one of them that was pure white. I lifted my right hand up to feel the fur. I found it to be long, brilliant, and very soft. It was not coarse but had a texture of great softness. I noticed that the whiteness reflected outward of the color of the skin. The skin was not white but was clear, almost like water. I am amazed that there are so many different types of animals.
Next I look upwards and slowly start ascending. I think about all the hills and the gentle slopes. I think of all the trees and how they are full of fruit. Under all the trees, the ground is carpeted with thick, lush green grass. I look over to one of the many trees with fruit, and I slowly begin flying toward it. I am not walking but flying slowly just above the ground and going up and down slopes of a hill. I am heading toward one particular tree. I look down at the tall grass and place my hand on the grass to feel its texture. As I do, I see the grass move in the wake of my flying.
I look toward the tree and soon approach it. I stop and stand in front of the tree. I begin admiring the trunk. I reach out to put my hand on it. It is hard in some places and very soft in other places. I look up at the many branches and leaves. The leaves do not move because all has stopped except for me. I look closely in to notice a strange worm, and the worm is a beautiful creature. It is on the tree to enjoy the fruit like all of the worms. But I see that it does not eat of the new fruit even though the fruit has been hanging for a time. The old fruit is not rotting but is still good.
I walk around the tree and notice where blossoms are forming, and in other areas there are full blossoms formed. I look closer to see what could be the bees enjoying the blossoms. I lean up to one of the blossoms to smell it, and I am surprised at the wonderful aroma that comes from just one blossom. I look with my special eyes at the bee to see that it has gathered what I think is nectar on it legs. I am wondering if this is another form of a honey bee. Does it build a honeycomb?
I fly upwards a few feet to a branch where some of the newer fruit is. As I look at the fruit, I cannot really give a description of its shape. It is a mixture of round, long, and pear-shaped. Its color has no description except that it glistens mostly from inside.
I put my hand on it to feel its texture and find it is very soft, smooth, and velvety. I notice a residue is left on my hand. I know I am not to ever taste or lick my fingers. Now I raise my hand to my nose to smell it. The scent can be described as a vast mixture of fruit in a bowl. I take special notice that this is just one of the many different kinds of fruits all on this one tree. As I look around, I see many birds sitting and enjoying the variety of fruit. Along with them are animals that have long necks or long legs, or other smaller ones that have simply climbed up to reach the fruit on the tree.
I turn and begin to slowly fly away and notice one of the streams that I know will lead to the waterfalls. As I get closer to one of the streams, I peer down into the water to see the vast assortment of aquatic life just under the surface of the water. I stop and dip my hands in the water to remove the residue from my fingers. As I do, I notice the water is not cold or hot but is a very wonderful temperature. I notice that where I placed my fingers, it turns a brilliant yellow or even a gold color.
I immediately think of what the fish would do in the stream. I turn the water around my wrist very slowly to have the fish just begin to move. As I do I notice it takes no time for all the fish to start eating the yellowish gold tint in the water. I observed and know that time has begun, but at a very slow pace. Back on earth, the fish would be swimming fast and eating quickly. But for all else it has hardly been enough time to blink an eye. Now I turn and place my fingers in the water as I begin to fly away, and then I notice the wake in the water, just as it was in the grass.
I turn and look back to where the World Guide is, and all else have not moved and no time for them has passed. I very quickly return back making sure to return to the same spot where I was when I left to observe all closely.
I now turn the water on my wrist back to what would be a normal speed. I look all around at all as we together slowly travel along. As we pass over many hills, I am still amazed to see on their slopes a great abundance of trees all laden with fruit. Everywhere the grass is long, displaying rich, green hues. I look down as we pass over many streams. Even from our height, I can see the streams of life in the water. It is life that when our Creator spoke a word, and they were!
I look down to see the place I washed the fruit residue off my hand. I observe the fish swimming now very quickly and enjoying what came from just the surface of the fruit. As we continue onward, we pass over many smaller waterfalls. In the distance ahead, I see the grand waterfall. I see water flowing from the side of a large hill that forms into a body of water. It then empties into a beautiful, clear stream that meanders through the hillsides.